This is SUU's famous Shakspear Stage where they put on their festival every year. |
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Cedar City
Levi and I went down to Cedar City Utah a couple weekends ago, and although I didn't take too many pictures, you can get the idea of how beautiful this area was.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Gone Shootin..
Levi and I are going to Atlanta this summer to go sell pest control. The company has been taking the boys to do all these fun things to get them to bond. A couple weeks ago we went shooting...we tend to do that alot...haha here is what I captured of that day!
There's Some of the crew getting ready! |
She was kicking tail and I just how awesome she looked!! |
Animal Tracks!!! |
There's the cute husband :D |
You go Babe! |
I will be a GREAT Photographer...One Day
Here is my very first shoot...ha I know I am going to look back on this once I know more about photography and laugh...but Hey! We all have to Start somewhere :) Here's to a good laugh! Enjoy!
It was WAY fun, and a good learning experience...if you don't mind me experimenting on you, comment and we'll get together! One day I will be good at this :)
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Looking Back
This post isnt really to get comments or have views, it is to help me properly grieve and hopefully begin to move forward.
This past year has probably been the hardest year of my life. I started it sending my fiance at the time off to war in Iraq. Only to have countless days by myself up at college 1600 miles away from home, longing to just get out of my room, and stop staring at my computer screen waiting for him to get on skype. Those days felt much longer than normal days. And even something as simple as catching a cold, or having a off day felt so much worse when you are alone. I tried crying, thinking that would relase the trapped emotion, but instead it just made my head hurt, and my body weaker. No amount of school work made up for the fact that I was alone.
I then had surgery, that was hard to recover from, making me always tired and having no engery to actually do something WHEN I got invited to. It's hard enough when your spirits are down, but adding your weak body on top of it makes it even worse.
My parents had their first scare of splitting up, something I thought would never happen to my family, no, not my parents, and yet they still haven't comitted to staying together.
When my fiance finally did return from Iraq and we were 5 weeks away from the wedding, he decided to call things off because of repeated offenses on my part. After spending a haunting year by myself, nothing could describe the pain and agony my heart went through. I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up. The life I had been planning by myself for the past year was tossed back in my face.
Unexpectedly and very emotionally my fiance came back to me, only to break things off again because of cold feet, again...ripping my heart out with him. After a third time we finally did get married, but not the way I ever imagined me getting married.
The end of this tear stained year was finished with the death of my childhood dog. A friend I had grown up with, the one constant thing in my life when everything was thrown in my face. Someone I could always count on to be there with her wagging tail and smiling ears, just wanting to be loved. Once again I was 1600 miles away and all I could do was hear her whimpers get softer and softer over the phone as the vet put her to sleep.
I sit here remembering all these events and I can feel each emotion being dug up and brought back up to the surface. I feel it was needed for me to write down my trials and the feelings that came along with that, hoping in some way it can bring forth a type if closure. Once again, this blog was intended for me to finally write whats been trapped inside.
This past year has probably been the hardest year of my life. I started it sending my fiance at the time off to war in Iraq. Only to have countless days by myself up at college 1600 miles away from home, longing to just get out of my room, and stop staring at my computer screen waiting for him to get on skype. Those days felt much longer than normal days. And even something as simple as catching a cold, or having a off day felt so much worse when you are alone. I tried crying, thinking that would relase the trapped emotion, but instead it just made my head hurt, and my body weaker. No amount of school work made up for the fact that I was alone.
I then had surgery, that was hard to recover from, making me always tired and having no engery to actually do something WHEN I got invited to. It's hard enough when your spirits are down, but adding your weak body on top of it makes it even worse.
My parents had their first scare of splitting up, something I thought would never happen to my family, no, not my parents, and yet they still haven't comitted to staying together.
When my fiance finally did return from Iraq and we were 5 weeks away from the wedding, he decided to call things off because of repeated offenses on my part. After spending a haunting year by myself, nothing could describe the pain and agony my heart went through. I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up. The life I had been planning by myself for the past year was tossed back in my face.
Unexpectedly and very emotionally my fiance came back to me, only to break things off again because of cold feet, again...ripping my heart out with him. After a third time we finally did get married, but not the way I ever imagined me getting married.
The end of this tear stained year was finished with the death of my childhood dog. A friend I had grown up with, the one constant thing in my life when everything was thrown in my face. Someone I could always count on to be there with her wagging tail and smiling ears, just wanting to be loved. Once again I was 1600 miles away and all I could do was hear her whimpers get softer and softer over the phone as the vet put her to sleep.
I sit here remembering all these events and I can feel each emotion being dug up and brought back up to the surface. I feel it was needed for me to write down my trials and the feelings that came along with that, hoping in some way it can bring forth a type if closure. Once again, this blog was intended for me to finally write whats been trapped inside.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
I should get paid for being AWESOME
I just spent the morning on this lovely website that I am now addicted to!! its polyvore.com
You get to look at thousands and THOUSANDS of fashion tops, skirts, jeans, pants, dresses, accessories, jewelry, and bags! but thats not the best part!! You can create your own looks and put them all on a page, just like you see in magazines!
I must say that i'm expecting a call from Vogue, or Cosmo because my outfits are to die for!! Tell me if you don't think I should take up the fashion business!? :)
You get to look at thousands and THOUSANDS of fashion tops, skirts, jeans, pants, dresses, accessories, jewelry, and bags! but thats not the best part!! You can create your own looks and put them all on a page, just like you see in magazines!
I must say that i'm expecting a call from Vogue, or Cosmo because my outfits are to die for!! Tell me if you don't think I should take up the fashion business!? :)
I had SOO much fun putting these together! i want every single one of these outfits! tell me what you think!
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Bucket List (inspired by Sara)
Things To Do Before I Die
1. Get Married To Levi Smith!
2. Stay the night in a fancy log cabin
3. Become a professional spider killer
4. get lost in the woods, and find a way out
5. learn how to build a proper fire
6. go to europe
7. see london
8. go to 3 Def Leppard concerts
9. do baptisms for the dead in the Salt Lake City Temple
10. Do a hand stand on a mountain
11. Sky dive
12. Read an entire book
13. spend a day on a boat
14. Go to Disney World one more time
15. Go to Croatia
16. Make Out in the Rain
17. Run A Marathon
18. Get really into the Olympics one summer year
19. NEVER BATE A WORM
20. Ride in a tank
21. Become good at shooting targets
22. have a chicken and name it remy!
23. Be pink panther for halloween!
24. memorize the first verse of every hymn
25. live like a bum in jamaica for 5 days
26. go to a jazz festival
27. win a hot dog eating contest! (just kidding)
28. attend a hot dog eating contest
29. make a homemade pie
30. make a sand castle as high as my hip
31. beat levi in at least 15 competitive games
32. booby trap my kids with dental floss
33. send our kids out in the wilderness for a weekend and spy on them
34. learn to play guitar
35. learn to make fried rice
36. memorize every scripture mastery
37. make a real quilt
38. attend the temple every day for 3 months
38. know how to say a phrase in french before i go to europe
39. make a snowman taller than me
40. watch an entire thunderstorm
41. follow a rainbow
42. go to canada
43. build a tree house/ or fort house
44. learn how to play tennis
45. give our son a mohawk
46. see new york city
47. hike in the grand canyon
48. shake hands with a general authority
49. ride a donkey
50. learn to drive a motorcycle
Lets GET started!!!
1. Get Married To Levi Smith!
2. Stay the night in a fancy log cabin
3. Become a professional spider killer
4. get lost in the woods, and find a way out
5. learn how to build a proper fire
6. go to europe
7. see london
8. go to 3 Def Leppard concerts
9. do baptisms for the dead in the Salt Lake City Temple
10. Do a hand stand on a mountain
11. Sky dive
12. Read an entire book
13. spend a day on a boat
14. Go to Disney World one more time
15. Go to Croatia
16. Make Out in the Rain
17. Run A Marathon
18. Get really into the Olympics one summer year
19. NEVER BATE A WORM
20. Ride in a tank
21. Become good at shooting targets
22. have a chicken and name it remy!
23. Be pink panther for halloween!
24. memorize the first verse of every hymn
25. live like a bum in jamaica for 5 days
26. go to a jazz festival
27. win a hot dog eating contest! (just kidding)
28. attend a hot dog eating contest
29. make a homemade pie
30. make a sand castle as high as my hip
31. beat levi in at least 15 competitive games
32. booby trap my kids with dental floss
33. send our kids out in the wilderness for a weekend and spy on them
34. learn to play guitar
35. learn to make fried rice
36. memorize every scripture mastery
37. make a real quilt
38. attend the temple every day for 3 months
38. know how to say a phrase in french before i go to europe
39. make a snowman taller than me
40. watch an entire thunderstorm
41. follow a rainbow
42. go to canada
43. build a tree house/ or fort house
44. learn how to play tennis
45. give our son a mohawk
46. see new york city
47. hike in the grand canyon
48. shake hands with a general authority
49. ride a donkey
50. learn to drive a motorcycle
Lets GET started!!!
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